When the spirits of my miscarried children tell me not to give up, both of them with the pretty blue eyes of their father, I suppose that is something.

Days like Today

Days like today I wish I had been born without a heart to love with, nor any desire, nor any love of music. Sometimes I wish the high voltage wire had gotten me afterall.

Almost Electrocuted at the Age of Two

When I was two years old I was walking with my father and brother through a bus station, and I lingered behind them because they had both left go of my hand. (Wonderful family, I know.) I was about to stand idly before the curb of the sidewalk when an unseen voice in my mind's ear said to me firmly, " You have to get up on the curb. You have to step up on the sidewalk." For some unknown reason I complied, and even as I took the step up I heard a woman screaming behind me, and a loud ripping and crackling.

No more than a split second after I was up on the sidewalk, a high voltage overhead electrical wire was writhing on the ground exactly where I had been standing, still only inches away. My father finally realized the danger and pulled me away, saying, " Oh my God!"

It was a close shot by the Devil, but it was the voice of an Angel that saved me. Angels make the Devil miss.

Jesus is the Lord No Matter What

And the perfect example of Grace.

I once looked into someone's eyes and thought," Your eyes are so beautiful I'd like to live and die with you."
I didn't say it, though, and now I so much wish I could, especially to go back in time

Moments I Treasure.

The very first thing I said to somebody I love very much is, "You were wonderful!" An auspicious beginning, at least, for creation.

God gives us a pristine dignity that the Devil can never take away

God loves us all of the time. When people say that religion is sublimation for sexual desire, how do they know that it is not the other way around?

Perhaps desire for sexual union is really sublimation for union with God and Christ.

I have not yet begun to fight. And I am going to prevail.

Thanks to God and the Holy Spirit

I felt joy again yesterday and this morning--I did not expect to feel joy again!